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2009-09-21
曾經活著。痛著

No motivation again T________T

It's been very bleak ever since I finished 痞子英雄. Still wondering whether I really should start applying for other places. There's quite alot of stuff I wanna do but because the HD files are loading too slow on my mac it's making everything go slowwwwwwwww ):

Can't wait for everything to be finished so I can rewatch it!

I don't think I've had an urge to rewatch a drama immediately after finishing it in such a longggggggg time already!

Ziai keeps asking me whether I feel it's really THAT good. Actually no, it isn't like some blockbuster action thriller movie. But I think the awesome part lies in the fact that it's a drama. Whether you're watching it over a period of twentyfour weeks, or in just a couple of days, anything that can actually stay in your head after you watch it, is a good drama for me.

Honestly each time I watch 福氣又安康 I almost immediately forget what happened inside. I don't feel engaged, don't feel like I'm INSIDE the plot, alongside with the characters. I'm not excited, not eager to find out what will happen next. Basically I'm just watching it because #1. I have the time & #2. I already started watching it, & I wanna finish what I started watching, no matter how long I take to do it. I could say it's beause it's like of no relevance to viewers, or me for that matter. But then again, neither does 痞子英雄 have any relevance. I should say that even 福氣 has more relevance cos I am a sucker for those love romance stories in 台灣偶像劇, while I don't think I've ever had any fantasy of being in any action show unless it involves Vampires or some creature like that hehehehes.

I've been wondering whether it's simply because I've been so happy lately that I start grinning at every little thing, especially when watching dramas, that it has kinda affected my judgement like n 痞子英雄.

But then again,

WHO CARE.
WHO CAREEEEEEEEE!

At this point in time, I can't be bothered to analyse plots & lighting & camera techniques & music & cast & whatsnots.

Either I like the drama, or I don't

People shouldn't be listening to how much money was injected into the production cost, or how many places they went to to film, or how many hours they filmed, or how many hours of sleep the entire crew lost during production, to watch or like a drama.

If the drama impresses you, then these will make you like the drama more, respect the crew more.

If you don't like it, then these aren't of relevance.

This is why, I think some blockbusters are overrated. People get swayed by public opinion, by the media, by all the information they're receiving, that they can't watch the show properly.

I think I'm like that too.

HEEHEEEHEEEHEEEHEEHEEHEEEEEEEES.

So much for being a media student.
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Anyhows, I finally stepped out of my house today. We went to some Attas Chinese restaurant at the City Hall area. I think it's called 外灘壹號 It's pretty cool & interesting, but I kinda think the East-meets-West concept doesn't fit really well there. For some reason.... :

But the 北京鴨 was awesome!

Just had Chicken-flavoured Twisties heeeheeeeheeeeees.

Going to... watch some random show now LOL.

Olkays byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye!

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道明寺 花澤類 杉菜

只要你說沒有   我就相信你
at 5:22 p.m. . on 2009-09-21